Have you ever experience times when everything just go against you at the same time?
You must have and I bet you must be feeling frustrated everytime that happens.
Sometimes, you can have 5 things going wrong for you on the same night. Sometimes, you can have 5 things going wrong for you when you just wake up in the morning.
Tonight, many things went wrong for me and I feel I need to
cool down. Even as I wrote this, something unpleasant happened again.
Channelnewsasia was showing shots of the first S-League's match between Young Lions and Albirex and guess what happened? They never show the goals being score again! They only reported that S-League match season has started and there was 4,000 fans at the stadium. They showed 2 misses and never tell you what was the final score! Thank God I have the
S-League website to inform me about the score. Otherwise, a Singaporean won't know what is there own Football League score. This is already the second time, it previously happened for the match between Singapore and Denmark.
Cool down cool down marcus...Alright, first time first... I was supposed to go to watch the first S-League match but was hesistant to ask my bro because I thought I wanted to accompany Cindy at night as she will be leaving for KL tomorrow. In the end, I didn't go and I stayed at home, only to be made frustrated with that lousy pc that I own. I can't blog with my own pc! I am using Cindy's pc now,fyi. I was told that because of the anti-virus software that is installed in my pc, the firewall may have prevented me to visit some sites. Ok, so I proceeded with uninstalling my anti-virus. Still, can't blog, can't go to hotmail, can't upload photos. In the end, I have to reinstall my anti-virus but I don't have the License keys to reinstall. Damn! I put that aside and went about exploring other options in my internet setting but was still in vain. Off the bloody pc and my mood swings again.
Mood swing Samples : -
1)Cindy asked me to change her name on her namecard and I was thinking .. "damn, can't you see I'm busy doing something? My handwritting nice means I have to write for you huh? somemore alot of namecards to write leh, why didn't your company gives you a new set of namecard with your name on it?!"
2)Cindy said to me "do you know i didn't eat dinner?"
Marcus replied "why didn't you buy something for yourself since you bought dinner for me? you asked for it!"
I
cool down after that, off all pc, watched the repeat of the Oscars. Cindy asked me "don't understand why you always like to watch award's shows..." I was thinking "only you don't like to watch, some many people loves to watch you know?" Alas, I didn't say lah... I was trying to
cool down you see... Tried to say sorry to her and let her hit me, but to no avail. Sigh... In the end, decided I should write a sorry note and stick it on the mirror. Hope she sees it when she wakes up later.
You know, recently, my sis took my car for spray paint and I must say the car looks new but when you go into details and check out the car, it is really horrible. There were tar everywhere and I decided at 1225am, go and remove it. I saw my credit card bill on the table as I was going to my car and was annoyed to find out 3 transactions on the bill why I seriously didn't know what they were. Frustrated and always want to make things right at that moment, I went Online banking and referred to all my past spending receipts but no success. Still don't know how that 3 transactions came about. I called the card center but was greeted by so many "Press 1 if you want to enquiry about credit card, blah blah blah..." Put down the phone and decided to cool down and think again about the transactions. BINGO! As I cooled down, I remembered I paid the AVA for my dogs' license and the TV license with my credit card online. See,
cooling down works!
So off I went to my car to remove the tar. Use the car washer, failed. Try Lysol, failed. The more I rub, the more tar appears. Use my bare fingers, seems to work but the friction gonna scratch all my skins out! In fact, I know that using thinner is the best way. I could have waited for tomorrow to get the stuffs and remove the tar. But being a super impatient and persistent person I am, I went for the last hope in my boot, the car polisher. BINGO! All the tar were removed in no time.
When I went into the house, it was already around 115am. I was greeted by my mum, asking me how to settle the credit bill which she has incurred using the supp card that I gave her. I was thinking "damn, I thought you said you wanted to settle the payment by yourself, why come and bother me at this hour?!"
Cool down then told her "oh, you can go straight to the bank counter and tell them, I want to pay this bill." Done. My day is finally over.
Lesson 1 : Sleep early lah, then things won't go wrong for you after midnight.
Lesson 2 : Don't be impatient and too persistent to try to get things done on the spot!
Lesson 3 : Don't take Cindy for granted. Stop stepping on her when she already wants to give way to you!Lesson 4 : Mai Gan Cheong, relak lah!As I continue this journey during LENT, I guess today's lesson will probably teach me how to become a better person.
Peace be with all of you, Amen!
Marcus XA
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