On Wed, I went to see a psychiatrist at SGH because of my persistent hyperventilation and panic attack. I told her everything that happened to me since 2001, when I first got my panic attack. Guess what, it happened during a Harry Potter's movie, which I think most of you out there already know. She asked me a weird question-have you been arrested by a police? Hmm..don't know why she asked that... I'm glad she was very patient in hearing my grandpa's story! In the end, she explained to me that my brain lack this thing called-SEROTONIN. This thingy helps me to fight anxiety and worries. Without it, no matter how hard my mind try to relax, try not to get panicky, i will still get a panic attack or hyperventilate. Chim right you my think. Oh well, at least I know what's wrong with me. So now I'm on medication to increase the serotonin level in my brain. You know when my colleague asked me how's my medical condition, I said, my brain has some loose screws, so you better don't make me angry and "pek cech!" or else I will turn crazy! It will take me 4 weeks to feel the effect of the medicine, so please pray for me yah?!
YNWA @ 8:50 AM
