I wanted so badly to be in school to share the joy of my pupils but... I couldn't fall asleep again last night and was feeling nauseas again. I had panic attack again, only managed to sleep at 9am plus and even so, I didn't sleep well, kept waking up... In the evening, I finally got to contact and told my boss about our condition. Really hate to repeat my story over and over again but after telling her what had happened to me, I felt a sense of relief. Thank God, she was very understanding towards my case and gave me the whole Dec to recover and see if I need to take a longer break from work. I seriously need to reconsider my job even though i really love my job.
I spoke to one of my student's father to find out how his son did for his PSLE. I was glad to know he had scored a A for my subject. And I was really glad to hear from the father's understanding of the stress of my job. I want to tell his son that if he has already tried his best, he should not be sad with his result. Treat this as a learning process and look forward with hope. He is a sensible boy and will definitely do well in his future endeavours. It gives me great joy and encouragement to know parents still respect and look highly at my job.
I really want my health back. Pray and hope God will grant me good health so that I can continue my job...
YNWA @ 9:55 PM