I'm on my anti-depression pill and it is causing me to have headache, dizziness, nauseas and the occasional bowel's irritation. I'm at home now, feeling drowsy and weak. Luckily exams are over and I will not miss any lesson with my classes.
More worrying for me now is the health of my mother in law. There's viruses in her colon and lungs. Looks like she may not be able to recover from this episode. I really don't know how to console Cindy. Should I just tell her "Don't worry, I believe God will help her through this period and she will recover." ? Or should I just say "Put all our burden on Christ, let's not worry about tomorrow but continue to keep faith in Christ and pray." Sometimes I think God has been merciful enough to grant her more time on Earth, because I remember last year after her operation, the doctor actually told the family to prepare for the worst. But then, this whole 1 year after her operation, she has been in pain. So I also want to ask God, "Why put her through all these pains if she is not going to recover fully?" But then, I remember what Dr Mary shared me, "It is only through pain and sufferings that we can fully glorify Jesus' dying on the cross." I know it's easy to say these. In reality, my mother in law don't really care if she is suffering with Christ or not, because she would rather not suffer so much pain. So this is really contradicting. I believe it really take a big heart, a strong faith, to fully understand God and to follow Jesus' way.
I'm prepared for the worst, and I hope I can be a support for Cindy and the whole family of in-laws. I know not much words can console them now, so God please help the family through this difficult times. Amen.
YNWA @ 11:51 PM
